... am I that hopeless ?

So, here I am again talking about how my life sucks sometimes, like right now I have a job and of course, it's not my dream job but it has to be done because of that freaking study loan and some other things.

Right now, I'm starting to developed this feeling that I can actually handle responsibility given to me but I don't know why some people have the expectation that I'm gonna suck in most of the things I do.

Like, for example, they thought I was gonna suck at my job interview, but I proved them wrong by getting hired. Surprisingly that's not enough to convince them I can be good at something and as usual they have low expectation. Right now, they say I won't be good at my job now and will probably get fired soon, I mean c'mon how's that gonna motivate me ? Why are these guys keep seeing me in a negative perspective. Is it an Asian thing or something.